Quathlamba
“A mass of Spears.
Named thus by the Zulu warriors before the white man came. Today called the
Drakensberg, Mountains of the Dragon. Evocative names, both equally applicable
to South Africa’s mightiest mountain range with its spear-like peaks –
reminiscent of the saw-toothed spine of a gigantic dragon.”
“Listen to the
streams as they gurgle from their cradles and you will hear the story of the
mountains. You will hear fascinating tales if only you listen! Lie next to a
stream and listen to the song of the mountains. The smiling faces of the
flowers, dancing in the wind. Venture into the remote valleys or stand on a
peak at sunrise or sunset, after snow has fallen, and you will hear a song that
you will never forget - the Song of the High Mountain".
DRAKENSBERG WILDERNESS PHOTOS ©
WILLEM PELSER
“SOMETIMES DREAMS CAN
BECOME REALITY. IT ALL DEPENDS ON WHETHER WE HAVE THE GUTS TO ACT OUT OUR
DREAMS.”
Willem Pelser
CHAPTER 25
The last word
Born at the wrong time
(The last chapter from my book ‘Drakensberg
Wilderness – A Solo Journey through Paradise.’)
Writing this book brought back many memories,
all of them special. I would love to have all those moments and discoveries all
over again. I have become a wild man at heart, at peace in the wilderness.
The Drakensberg Wilderness holds no fear for
me; it is my sanctuary, a place where I do not have to pretend. I belong there,
part of a life far removed from civilian life.
Solo hiking a wilderness means that you rely
on your-self and your capabilities. Your longevity depends entirely on what is
between your ears and in your backpack. Hiking a wilderness is also not about
survival; if you have to ‘survive’ it means that you are in trouble, that you
did something cardinally wrong. I live in the wilderness, I do not survive. Respect
for the wilderness and for the force of Mother Nature and being well prepared
will always prevent you having to ‘survive’.
Childhood dreams of becoming a wilderness
explorer came to fruition, although very late in life. My dreams have not told
a lie, but proved to be even more than what my wild-est imagination could come
up with. How I hate those wasted moments and years in between. But, I am still
alive and I am breathing; that is enough to act on my dreams which have now
become a reality. For me it would be the ideal world if, one day, when it’s
time for me to depart this world, that at the instance of my last breath, I
will be able to close my eyes in the wilderness I so love, my last image of
life one of spectacular beauty; that my last breath will escape from me and
softly disappear over the long grass of a hill in front of me. That the last
voices I will hear will be the song of the mountain which I have heard and
listened to on so many occasions during a hike.
I do not hike the wilderness just for the
beauty of it, for the splendor, for the photo opportunities or to prove how
strong I am, how far I can go; there is a deeper meaning, a spiritual
connection, an unbreakable bond. Very few people will understand what I am
saying, but they are there; those who trespass in the wilderness and experience
a unique life.
Today, in the modern age, we humans are just
trespassing in the wilderness when we hike, and we have to leave again.
Hopefully when we leave, we leave only our footprints behind. Gone are those
days when earth was mostly a vast wilderness and man could find paradise, built
a shelter and live happily ever after. Man very early on started off on a path
of destruction, greedily exploiting the resources of earth which took millions
of years to be created. The more we had the more we wanted. Our vast
intelligence was never used for protection and preservation. Even today,
knowing the consequences of our actions or of an action, we still go ahead and
do it. How on earth did it happened that wilderness areas had to be proclaimed
as parks or reserves, fenced off and some even having armed rangers to protect
it from no less than other intelligent humans? It makes no sense at all.
Today, as have been the case for many years,
people still hunt, mostly for trophies in this modern age or for “fun”. Why?
All you have to do is to go to the nearest supermarket or butchery and you can
get all the meat you want at less of an effort than hunting. Hundreds of years
ago man domesticated animals to feed themselves and to have an easy meat
supply. Today, there are millions and millions of cattle, sheep, and pigs’,
there is no shortage of domesticated animal meat available anywhere in the
world, yet we still have to hunt down wild animals. Trapping animals for their
fur still carries on to this day, why? Man has the machines and technology to
make available a similar looking piece of fake fur with no effort. Yet we have
to hunt down and kill a fur bearing animal with no mercy at all. What does it
do to a person to drape a piece of fur around them, is it a feeling of power?
Is it a feeling of ‘I am the greatest being in the world’? Or is it simply that
deep down his little brain acknowledges that one day it will die and what
happens to earth is of no consequence at all, I will be dead in any case?
Somebody once said that hunting is not a sport, for it to be a sport; both sides
should know they are in the game. Can you imagine what would happen if we look
after and care for the wildernesses and wild animals in the same way as we look
after our gardens at home and our domestic animals?
Once man moved out of the wilderness and started
living in cities, and his life no longer depended on the preservation of that
wilderness, his psychological make-up changed. Today man gets up in the
morning, moves out of his 4 square walls of a home, get in his car, travel to
his workplace, and sit between four walls for the day. Once the day is done he
gets back in his car and travel home where he spends the night be-tween four
walls and so he will repeat the process day by day. Weekends will have you stay
between four walls for 2 days. It is therefore no wonder that man has become
this opinioned, frustrated, and destructive force. Because life has now also
became very easy; food can be had anywhere, man no longer have to walk anywhere
and shelter can be paid for and comes in all shapes and sizes, nothing else in
lives matter anymore. They have become lazy and suffer all sorts of ailments
because of it. The human body was never designed to sit for 24hrs a day. Should
calamity one day strike earth, very few people will be able to survive; they
just do not possess the inborn capabilities to survive outside of civilization.
Humans are unexplainable beings. They use
their intelligence in a very counterproductive manner. He has become this
sensitive insecure person whose well-being depends on the opinions of others.
It so happens that those who are strong, independent people, going about their
own business; are normally the outcasts from society as they do not fit into
the acceptable norm. Society views those who are strong enough to stand on their
own and who do not have to be part of a group or cult with great suspicion.
They are labeled anti-social and become outcasts. The irony is that to those
‘lone wolf’s’ it does not matter as they do not need society. There is a
saying: “No man can be an island”. Really? I totally disagree; a single man can
be a continent.
Not only does man harm the wilderness and
wildlife, but seek to destroy the well-being of fellow humans.
In some people however, deep inside of them,
you will still find the adventurer, the explorer, the protector of nature.
There is this age old voice which calls to them and most will heed the call.
Life in a wilderness, even though it is for
just a few days, is a totally different experience to today’s civilian life.
All of a sudden all your senses start to operate again, you can breathe again,
and we use our bodies for the purpose it was designed for. Walking in the
wilderness you can feel life cruising through your veins.
The Drakensberg Wilderness was created
millions of years ago. If today it is paradise, imagined what it looked like
then. Again, because of the actions of man it is a sliver today of what it was
then. Nature is one thing man cannot create. He cannot even recreate it. He can
only conserve and protect it. One need not destroy in order to protect. You can
only really enjoy it if you are appreciating the wilderness and appreciation is
inextricably linked to conservation.
I so envy those who first set foot in the
Drakensberg hundreds of years ago and found paradise, a place rich in plant and
wildlife. What was their reaction when they first said foot in the wilderness?
Was it one of awe and inspiration? With the arrival of the Voortrekkers and the
Settlers we now know through historical accounts that it was one of greed and
destruction. Granted, a few people did appreciate and acknowledge the beauty,
but they were the minority by far.
Today the Drakensberg Wilderness is still an
exceptionally beautiful place. It is one of the most beautiful places in South
Africa. It has it all; mountains, peaks, valleys, forests, its own weather
system and the song of the mountains. It is rugged and remote. In winter she puts on her robe of white, in
summer she paints it all green and flowers burst forth and clad the hills in a
riot of color. Rivers and streams dance through the lost valleys, finding their
way through rocks and boulders, singing an age old song as they go along.
The Drakensberg Wilderness has become my place
of refuge; a place where humans and their iffy self-created problems and
opinions does not matter at all. I can disappear for days into this wilderness
and have it all to myself, living an uncomplicated life.
Once I started walking the Drakensberg
Wilderness, doing the day walks only, I dreamt of long solitary hikes, where I
could make my own way and rely on myself. I acted out that dream and I found
Paradise. Paradise is indeed a place on earth. I still dream today. I still
dream of lost valleys. I still dream of lofty peaks and the lairs of Dragons. I
can see the fairies, trolls, and angels in the little Gardens of Eden’s deep
inside a secret forest. I still dream of
days gone by hundreds of years ago.
When I first heard the song of the mountains
during my first solo long range hike, I was convinced that there were people
around me somewhere who were doing the singing. I soon realized however that it
was the song of the mountain, clearly audible, a companion. Today, sometimes
when I sit between my four walls at home, staring out the window, I can hear
that song again, softly singing to me, calling me, and I feel that stirring in
my soul, responding to the siren call of the Drakensberg Wilderness.
Many a time I have sat on a rock after a
difficult hike, ravenous, tired, my strength exhausted, but blissfully happy. It
is that feeling which drives us hikers ever and again for-ward into the
wilderness, remote from all life; which impels us to undertake the most fearful
exertions, and which drives us far beyond the narrow confines of this world.
I like the taste of freedom in the Wilderness
and her mountains, the smell of danger. Sometimes the smell of fear……….
The End.
Safe Hiking.
References and Acknowledgements
From the book – ‘Drakensberg
Wilderness – A Solo Journey Through Paradise’
– Willem Pelser
Photos: © Willem Pelser
Compiled
by: Willem Pelser